8 Dec

Someone coming into room and distracting me, throwing out off and off rhythm.  But I let them know I’m working.  He seemed not so much put off as he did surprised.  I need my time… I need to collect at day’s inception.  We need to find time for ourselves, and we can we just need be committed, a bit rigid, and at times curt with others.  Even those we like, or even love.  The guy who just came into the office, disrupting my typing, is a great, very kind and convivial guy.  I need this time, though.  I need be educated by my morning.  And this morning, as I early wrote, teaches me again the importance of inventorying, simplicity and singularity.  Found myself getting stressed, then looked at all I had open on laptop, all the clutter and cords and books and receipts I had bunched and punched into backpack.  “You can’t keep blaming the hotel.” I self-instructed.

Today, Friday… Don’t just surrender to the proximity of the weekend.  Be more than merely motivated.  Be ablaze in your life, with your story and what you want.  Forget brainstorming, planning, measuring some trajectory, if not just for today.  Act.  Actuate.  Run… faster.  If you’re out of breath, run faster till you adjust to your new, exhilarating pace.  Creating entails trial, stress, self-test.  As I said in class yesterday, don’t resist what stresses or perplexes you.  Rather, love it.  Let yourself be doused in its element and eclectic synaptic net…

Letting my mind wander, thinking about what I want—  What do you want?  What do you see yourself doing for the rest of your life?  What does it feel like?  What do. You hear?  See?  Smell?  What hits your tongue, what flavors speak?  Don’t get distracted.  Hold to your envisage.  Remain en pensant.

4 Responses to “thought”

  1. Andrea December 8, 2017 at 7:44 pm #

    I love still reading these on the regular! Happy they go straight to my email! ❤️ Happy Holidays!

  2. Stellaaà December 10, 2017 at 6:45 am #

    I needed to read this right now thank you so much!!! Im so tired from work but I love all my people and getting to know them while I cut but at the end of the day it feels nice to be alone with myself and gather my thoughts…uhhhh. I just want to be successful I want to be happy with whatever it is I’m doing. I love people. I love life. Everything makes me laugh but not in a bad way lol. Im not laughing at people I’m laughing with them. BTW how do I make this go straight to my email I always have to log on…. nevermind, just checked my email. LOL. Anyways, no flavors really speak but I know I will and want to be eating every kind of food there is in the world for the rest of my life!!! goodnight !!!

  3. Juls December 12, 2017 at 6:11 am #

    This sound like my life almost every day. I play the blame game with myself very often. If this were that way, if that were this way. Its easy to blame other things or people or even situations for the way we feel. When i feel overwhelmedor short with people I stop and think what is really going on with me today and i correct it.

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